Tuesday, October 01, 2019

29 Weeks 7 Days

Assalamualaikum... today I'm 29 weeks and 7 days... I want to update this for myself so that I would remember the journey for my second pregnancy.  This is solely for me, never meant to hurt anybody's feeling or just bragging... this is for me... by Allah.  I always remind myself to be grateful for everything that is happening to me.  Thank you Allah.  This time, you let me have this baby in my tummy, you let me feel this beautiful journey again and I should never take it for granted.  I am learning to be patient every day.  Sometimes, I failed, I easily get mad but please Allah, I am trying not to.  I have to istighfar as much as I can in a day...

Yesterday, I went to Tesco Kajang with my two boys, Hamzah & Hanzalah.  I treated them with some chicken rice.  They loved the food but as usual they couldn't finish them all so who did?  I did! By Allah, I love them.  They are the blessings Allah has given to us.  Syukur alhamdulillah.  After eating, they were begging me for some toys.  As usual, Hamzah will go for anything about Beyblade and Hanzalah asked for a stegosaurus.  



Umi bought those for them.  They thanked umi for buying what they wanted.  Not all the time they will get what they want.  They have to learn to accept, 'no means no'.  

As for the little one inside me... (alhamdulillah)... I have to start counting his movement last Thursday, a day after my latest check up on Wednesday.  Starting 9 a.m. I have to count until 10 movements and record them.  May Allah help me with the countings and baby, please help umi.  Give umi you big shots every time!  That's how I know you are well in there too, my love.  Umi loves you.  

Day by day, umi can feel you are getting bigger because umi is getting slower.  I wish Allah will make you not just bigger but healthier, when you are in there.  Bigger accordingly okay?  Make some duas for me that I am healthy enough to carry you in me until it's time for you to see the world.  Always pray to Allah and ask Him to let you be healthier and love him and his messenger, s.a.w.  As I was typing this entry, I can feel you move.  Syukur.  Thank you Allah.  It's just that, sometimes, when I am in school and teaching in class, I forgot to count the movement.  I have to stay focus in class but I know you can understand that, baby.  Be a good student one day, okay?  Love Allah and rasulullah first... Subhanallah... thank you Allah for everything.