Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...
Today is my 38 weeks and 3 days of pregnancy. Being so pregnant right now and waiting for D-day, I am nervous. Of course. I can't wait to meet you, my baby inside me. I believe abah, abang Hamzah & angah Hanz do too. Counting days makes me anxious, maybe? Your due date, according to the red book, is on 10th of December 2019, and because of the GDM, I must deliver you, on that date but I really wish you could come out before that, maybe on the 5th? It's abang Hamzah's birthday and he'll be 8 this year. The school has already finished for 2019 session and he will only 8 next week on the 5th. That's what happen to December babies. Back to you my sweet, I hope you can be born in early December but definitely before 9th. Why? Well, this morning, the doctor from the KK told me, on the 9th morning, I have to go to the hospital and if there's a bed for me, I will be warded right away. If there's no bed yet, I'll have to wait, maybe until the afternoon or evening. By hook or by crook, I must deliver you, on the 10th. See? This is why, I want you to be safely born before 9th. The best date is 5th, but before that is also fine... as long as it is in December. Whatever it is, I pray to Allah to make this journey of us easier and blessed. Today is already 29th of November and tomorrow will be the last day of November 2019. I don't think you are going to come out in November, I guess. May Allah always bless us, our family and all the muslims.
This week is the first week of school holidays. This week, abah helps me to drive and pick up angah Hanz to / at his Taska. Since Monday until Thursday, he was sleeping so he didn't realize I was at home with abang Hamzah but today was a different story... because of his pee-incident, we had to clean him up first so he definitely awoke. No trouble at all alhamdulillah. Later, this morning, his nursery teacher asked me whether I have been warded because angah Hanz was crying and said that he wanted umi. So I had to explain to his teacher that maybe he was crying because he knew his brother and myself were at home. He prefers to stay home together if he knows I'm at home. Well Hanzalah sayang, umi and abah had to do this because we were afraid that I might deliver the baby while abah was at work. It turned out, not yet... You are better taken care of when you are there... abang Hamzah is a bigger boy and he'll understand if I have to send him to makwan's house or maybe stay for a while at the hospital. With you, we don't want you to cry your heart out if you have to be left alone at makwan's or the hospital.
Right now, it's almost 5 p.m. Umi and abang Hamzah are waiting for abah and angah Hanz to come home. Syukur alhamdulillah, I got to spend some quality time with abang Hamzah. He did ask me to bring me here and there, buy him a new casing for his oppo, accompany him looking at the toys in Parkson and a few others. Allah wants me to do that. He's a very thoughtful boy and never burden me. He wants to watch Ejen Ali the movie so badly but he said he can wait for abah and angah Hanz. He knows the value to watch together. Alhamdulillah. Let's wait for abah to bring us all to the cinema.
By the way, since Friday last week (22nd Nov. 2019) I had to check on my BP and urine as requested by the nurse at the KK. She said my reading was quite high and my weight gain, I had to check every two days.. They wanted to keep track and see if there should be any concern. It turned out, everything is ok. This morning I had my scheduled check up and all the readings were the best... alhamdulillah and the time it took was so much faster compared to my previous visits. Syukur. Allah makes it easy for me today. Baby, I really can't wait to see you. Thank you for staying with me / in me. Let's pray for Allah's blessing every second of our breath. I thank those who are praying for me, for us, for our family. From 4 to 5 in shaa Allah. Thank you Allah!
I just got a text message from paksu Anep, he asked me to pick him up tonight, after he finishes his exam. He had a week class this week. We are really hoping for him to be a better muslim, to have a halal job, to help out maktok... only Allah can change people, we can just pray.. Let's pray for him, okay?
Allahumma 'a'inni ala zikrika washukrika wahusni 'ibadatika...
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